Why are narcissists cowards?

By Cris Good

You have to understand that a narcissist has constructed a semblance of “self” that is not real. They have been propping this “self” up for many years. They have extremely fragile egos, they are excruciatingly insecure, and often feel painfully inadequate. They are deeply wounded individuals who cannot come to terms with who they are and what has happened to them to cause the trauma in the first place.

They hide in the dark. Because they’ve made it a lifelong pursuit to stay hidden, they lack the courage to face their fear of being exposed in the light. The threat of exposure causes extreme dread and anxiety in the narcissist. Image is everything to the narcissist and they’ve spent their whole life perfecting and shaping it. To have that compromised or the curtain pulled to expose them for who they are would be devastating and more than they could bear.

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Here below you may read Manly P. Hall on the subject of a “deal with the devil”. Hall describes the way a scenario may play out between a sorcerer and a dark entity.

Hint - the demon wins in the end.

Here are Hall’s own words:

The agreement set forth above is purely ceremonial magic. In the case of black magic, it is the magician and not the demon who must sign the pact. When the black magician binds an elemental to his service, a battle of wits ensues, which the demon eventually wins. With his own blood the magician signs the pact between himself and the demon, for in the arcanum of magic it is declared that "he controls the soul who controls the blood of another." As long as the magician does not fail, the elemental will fulfil to the letter his obligation under the pact, but the demon will try in every possible way to prevent the magician from carrying out his part of the contract. When the conjurer, ensconced within his circle, has evoked the spirit he desires to control and has made known his intention, the spirit will answer somewhat as follows: "I cannot accede to your request nor fulfil it, unless after fifty years you give yourself to me, body and soul, to do with as I may please."

If the magician refuses, other terms will be discussed. The spirit may say: "I will remain in your service as long as on every Friday morning you will go forth upon the public street giving alms in the name of Lucifer. The first time you fail in this you belong to me."

If the magician still refuses, realizing that the demon will make it impossible for him to fulfil his contract, other terms will be discussed, until at last a pact is agreed upon. It may read as follows: "I hereby promise the Great Spirit Lucifuge, Prince of Demons, that each year I will bring unto him a human soul to do with as it may please him, and in return Lucifuge promises to bestow upon me the treasures of the earth and fulfil my every desire for the length of my natural life. If I fail to bring him each year the offering specified above, then my own soul shall be forfeit to him. Signed . . . . . . . . . . . . . " [Invocant signs pact with his own blood.]

While the black magician at the time of signing his pact with the elemental demon maybe fully convinced that he is strong enough to control indefinitely the powers placed at his disposal, he is speedily undeceived. Before many years elapse he must turn all his energies to the problem of self-preservation. A world of horrors to which he has attuned himself by his own covetousness looms nearer every day, until he exists upon the edge of a seething maelstrom, expecting momentarily to be sucked down into its turbid depths. Afraid to die--because he will become the servant of his own demon--the magician commits crime after crime to prolong his wretched earthly existence. Realizing that life is maintained by the aid of a mysterious universal life force which is the common property of all creatures, the black magician often becomes an occult vampire, stealing this energy from others. According to mediæval superstition, black magicians turned themselves into werewolves and roamed the earth at night, attacking defenseless victims for the life force contained in their blood.

Manly P. Hall, The Secret Teachings of all Ages

I’ve been trying to understand why I’ve been brainwashed into accepting androgyny and a one world religion my whole life through the influence of the state and the media.

Now I’m recognizing that children are being pushed into wanting gender reassignment surgery and that many of the “women” in the media bear the markers of male anatomy.

I’ve started to decode the symbols through which the secret societies speak to each other and I’ve been attempting to share that information here best I can.

If what I’m seeing is true, many “elite” families have been transgendering their kids before they have the capacity to consent to it. Angelina Jolie was the first famous person I heard of to let the public know she was going to switch her child’s gender.

If this is real - then why?

Here is the writing of Manly P. Hall. He is an extremely important thinker for the people who secretly run this world. He states that god is androgynous and that people should be too. While this sounds just wonderful - is it? I’m glad I wasn’t mutilated into another gender before I had my say about it!

Hall’s writings strike me as intentionally confusing but I think you can extrapolate that he’s saying that god is androgynous and that humans should become so to emulate him/her.

Read for yourself if you like:

Consider in thoughtful silence the startling use of pronouns in the above extract from "the most perfect example of English literature." When the plural and androgynous Hebrew word Elohim was translated into the singular and sexless word God, the opening chapters of Genesis were rendered comparatively meaningless. It may have been feared that had the word been correctly translated as "the male and female creative agencies," the Christians would have been justly accused of worshiping a plurality of gods in the face of their repeated claims to monotheism! The plural form of the pronouns us and our reveals unmistakably, however, the pantheistic nature of Divinity. Further, the androgynous constitution of the Elohim (God) is disclosed in the next verse, where he (referring to God) is said to have created man in his own image, male and female; or, more properly, as the division of the sexes had not yet taken place, male-female. This is a deathblow to the time-honored concept that God is a masculine potency as portrayed by Michelangelo on the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel. The Elohim then order these androgynous beings to be fruitful. Note that neither the masculine nor the feminine principle as yet existed in a separate state! And, lastly, note the word "replenish." The prefix re denotes "back to an original or former state or position," or "repetition or restoration." (See Webster's International Dictionary, 1926.) This definite reference to a humanity existing prior to the "creation of man" described in Genesis must be evident to the most casual reader of Scripture.

Manly P. Hall, The Secret Teachings of all Ages

I’ve been on a spiritual journey where I asked merely that God should guide me and that I’d obey. I did this with no agenda other than to know God and to have a better life. Basically I listened to the voice of my intuition.

Through this process, I found myself in the new age world that sounded as if it could promise me anything. I ended up under mind control in an online cult. When I learned the extent of the evil to which I had been subjected - the cult leaders led me on romantically to get free publicity out of me - I naturally warned others.

This is how I learned that the people in charge of the new age world for the most part don’t care about abuse conducted at their events and fairs.

As I tried to warn people, it dawned on me that the “love and light” of the new age world was really a front for something sinister.

Here below is a quote from a leading mind of the new age movement saying that the savior of the world is the serpent.

No, it isn’t.