Supposedly, twin flames can feel each other’s feelings. I didn’t know such a thing as twin flames even existed except from the movie Hedwig And The Angry Inch and that guru that love frauded me around 2016. When I learned that I had been under a fallacy about him, I realized that a fake could be a precursor to the real twin flame. It was my understanding that the real one was Napoleon. If you can’t pick your twin, I figured I was fairing very well - even if he was not among the living. Now I’m trapped here and he is trapped there (among the living) and we can’t talk. Why can’t we talk? Why is he trapped? Why am I trapped? Who is doing this to us and how long has this been done for and is it something being done deliberately against us specifically?
I’m getting the impression Koand understood when I became fed up (around 2007 when his agent would not let me photograph him or was it Koand who said no?) The pain became too much and I could not endure the injustice and the boundaries anymore.
I was also being shown via media he had a wonderful brand new life which I wasn’t buying all that much to be honest. I think I saw outright lies from that quarter which infuriated me and the ones I’m thinking of didn’t come out of his mouth. I’m thinking of really over the top outrageous in-your-face lies that were the set up for what came years later. That ridiculous lie on television around 2009 was when I really felt his life was all a big lie I could not understand and that there was no game there that I could ever win anyway.
I did over the years become more and more determined to find a way out. There was no way of continuing to tolerate my poor health and financial captivity. Either I would get better, escape or die and I figured it would be the latter.
I got my health back and now I’m trapped under the global lie that the correctly suspicious healthy are a threat to everyone else’s health, particularly if that healthy person has a capacity to disabuse others of malignant illusions that have been shoved down their throats their entire lives.
Please everyone unite. We should not be living in captivity because some super wealthy oligarchs feel nervous about the capacity of their slaving systems. The only way out is growing very strong so we will not be oppressed like this anymore. Terrorists are easily terrified. Blackmailers can be blackmailed and the enemy within can be warded off by bringing up their big botched collective crime: 911.
The Crooked Line Lyrics
Life isn't a game won or tied
Lost by either side
Then some people's idea
Of the straight and narrow didn't appeal to me
If you were my life's companion
As it seems you may turn out to be
I'm contemplating
How I hope I'll find you waiting
At the very end of this crooked line
Love isn't a trial of strength and weakness
Through light into darkness
Then some people remark
The worthwhile fire never started without that spark
If you were my life's companion
As it seems you may turn out to be
I'm contemplating
How I hope I'll find you waiting
At the very end of this crooked line