John is coming through to me telling me he received his mafia orders to pretend to ignore me or else which he didn’t like doing 1 bit because I am his muse.
I have been around him a couple of times and he kept his distance like so many interesting people I would have liked very much to know.
He’s saying - “just look at my work.”
“You are a true artist and it is a shame most artists are standing together denying your existence and contribution to culture because of mafia threats and monopoly.”
It was difficult to not notice how interesting talents were acting so strange around me my entire life. Now that it has been explained to me that they were given orders to treat me like an exile - things make a bit more sense. Not really. Why are the secret society criminals is issuing these types of orders around me?? When will D and Evelyn be held responsible for the games they have been playing to ruin my life??
I’m exiled from “life” but I’m still here and killing myself is not what I’m being told to do. What are my options??
John can talk to me and tell me whatever he pleases. I had no idea this is possible.
Please help me.