HK and D shot at me from every direction emotionally until all I could do is run and hide and seek a death worthy of my connection to God. I was much happier then.
Now I’m getting brainwashed another way by the ones who have been hurting me at the behest of D. If I am to remain above ground, I desperately need counter programming because the way HK set up my thinking - I should auto destruct if I find out the truth - that everyone in my life betrayed me either through malice or ignorance and that I am a target of the owners of the world - the banking mafia. Who could survive knowing that they are trapped in such a fate?
The hardest part is how could God put me in this position. He says it’s necessary but not what he wants. We are trying to influence humanity to become strong enough to overthrow the demons who have enslaved the inhabitants of this planet. It sounds like Star Trek because it is that way. The truth is being snuck out through fiction.
