One of many mysterious murders that I’ve watched happen from the shadows because of the R organized crime agents that have been stationed around me to exclude me from life.

I revolted in part because this was about as obvious as it gets. Financial scamming and murder. It’s not too difficult to connect the dots. When a crook has the entire system behind him, it’s so easy and the millions just float their way.

It’s like a farm where we are kept comfortable enough so we are just sitting there when they come to slaughter us. But the gatekeepers who do the financial scams and murder are being kept in a very similar position by the Rs. They must know this.

I thought for many decades my only escape could be death. Is there another? That’s up to you. My life was rigged against me by organized crime before it could even begin. How am I supposed to cope with the injustice of that? So many monsters sent to destroy a young person and now all I have is the many hindsight patterns of the criminals who have surrounded me against my will.

There’s a lot more going on than I had realized. They were sneaking the truth out.

A singled out Angel with a crown wearing red flippers or boots stuck on top. Looks pretty angry. The word “Out” is covered in a very painterly Royal purple. I have to imagine I’m not the only one wanting out of organized crime captivity. They could force D on E but they couldn’t stop this movement.

They took what could’ve been my life and surrounded me with all these on-the-take jackals plotting my doom. How can I deal with this? I’m still in the trap.

I know they would love it if I’d just shut up but I don’t know what else I can do but fight.