Koand - The Ugly Things

I used to listen to these songs and feel jealousy and pity for this person in his songs that he loves and claims to torment. I figured he was singing apology songs to whomever he was married to at the time. It really did become too painful to keep listening but I’m back and it’s really, really painful (but I do have hope). What I want to know is what is going on.

The Ugly Things lyrics

Oh, I'm gonna make it up to you somehow
For all I put you through
For the ugly little things I do

Oh, I'm gonna make it up to you somehow
'Cos you understand so well
When something I can't tell is on my mind

I'm gonna try to get a hold of myself
And ask for one more chance
'Cos for you I got so much romance

I'm gonna try to get a hold of myself
And this time I really will
'Cos if you want me still
Baby say you will, you will be mine
One more time

'Cos baby it's wrong expecting you
To understand all the things I do
And baby I want you to remain
'Cos if you don't, girl
I know, I know I'm to blame

I'm gonna make it up to you somehow
And this time I really will
'Cos if you want me still
We can climb any hill
And those ugly things, those ugly things
Those ugly things, I'll make them up to you