From 2007, on I was so angry my view of you became very distorted. I was so furious and I could not understand why I was that angry so I focused on other things. So much of this was my lack of knowledge. I knew you were full of it and that you were behaving more like an **shole to me than others. Then there’s this sad guy singing like he really loves someone but he has a conveyer belt of wives and tarts around him. That sounds terrible but that is what I saw. I could not even appreciate the amazing work on Spectacle. I was that angry. I was seething.
What I am getting here is that you were maneuvered into looking terrible and it’s not at all what you wanted.
This I do not doubt.
Why does so much time AND MONEY go into destroying our lives?
"Nothing Clings Like Ivy" lyrics
Nothing clings like Ivy
Frightened by the dark
Though she cuts deep
It never leaves a mark
No one quite like Ivy
Ever gets it straight
What she believes
She won't negotiate
All the words of tenderness
That never quite got through
She said "You know how young girls are
From my contempt for you."
Outside in the hollow
She may dare herself
For there may be
A serpent in the grass
Nothing clings like Ivy
Trying to scare herself
And it may strike or
Wait for her to pass
All the words of tenderness
That she never possessed
"So what's the use of promises?
I had my fingers crossed."
All the words of tenderness
That never quite got through
She said, "I laughed behind your back
When I told them to you."
Nothing clings like Ivy
Frightened by the dark
Though she cuts deep
It never leaves a mark