I mean that spiritually. I don’t want to be a vibrational match to what they are doing. They can do as they please. I just don’t want to end up spiritually anywhere near them. That is a chief motivation behind my seemingly strange behavior. I’m also trying to get closer to my twin flame and it hasn’t been easy. The spirit realm is foggy and confusing and it’s not always clear what is happening there. My journey through that realm is a main theme of this project.