When I first heard this song by Elvis Costello, I realized that I was VERY mistaken in my perceptions about him. It took a world of spycraft and a bribed and blackmailed global machine beyond what I could have possibly imagined to twist my mind so completely.
Not a day goes by that I am not angry about the time wasted and the brainwashing that has been hoisted on me and everyone else influenced by this murderous system.
I hope we can stop all this deception and I very much would like us to start over despite all the NEEDLESS misery and pain that we’ve endured. I am so sorry for the anguish my misunderstanding caused EC but what could I do? I was being tricked in a way I could never have believed possible.
Deceiving the world’s population is an unacceptable manner of world government and I hope that those of us who have recovered our minds will learn how we can save what’s left of us. I am so grateful to EC for his enormous courage to take this on and he can count on my eternal devotion - no matter what. I will do whatever I can to make it up to him.
Erich Sellheim is an astonishing talent and it looks to me as if everything is being done by hidden hands to create the impression that he is wasting his time BUT HE IS DOING VERY POWERFUL WORK. Through TOGETHERNESS and determination we can turn this horrific mess around.
Ich sag nicht ihren Namen text
Wie zeig ich mein Gesicht?
Ich bin hin, fürcht, man sieht mich, wie ich bin
Sie kann meine Schritte lenken Gleich, was andre von ihr denken Egal, wie es kam, ich sag nicht ihr'n Nam'n
Ich steh hier ohne Licht
Nehmt mich fest und ins Verhör, doch reden werd ich nicht
Alibis, die ich verdeck Ein Pseudonym, perfekt versteckt
Ich bin ihr nicht gram, ich sag nicht ihr'n Nam'n
Ich flüster ihn ganz unbesehn So leise, dass ihn andre nie verstehn Das Bild von ihr, so stark und schön Bleibt hier bei mir, so lass ich sie niemals gehn
Wie schlaf ich wieder ein?
Wenn ich weiß, ich werd mich im Leben nicht befrein Das Beste wird sein, damit nicht zu prahlen Ich brauche kein Mitleid, hab Stolz und keine Wahl Und ich fühl keine Scham, doch ich sag nicht ihr'n
Nam'n
Und das war's
"I Can't Say Her Name" lyrics
How can I show my face?
I'm a mess
And I fear I may confess
I'm a fool with or without her
Make up what you will about her
It's part of the game
I can't say her name
I've been left in the dark
Shine a light
Right in my eyes
You'll never make me talk
Alibis I must protect
An alias you won't detect
I won't place the blame
I can't say her name
I whisper it so soft and slow
When I think no one's listening
No one knows
The thought of her so strong and slow
Stays on my mind
I won't ever let her go
How can I go to sleep?
When I know all too well I'm in this thing too deep
It's all I can do not to shout about it
I don't need your pity
I'm powerless and proud
And I don't feel ashamed
Oh, but I can't say her name
That’s all