How it feels running this project sometimes

I know the dark hearted have been through a lot and that it is their job to harass me and that they feel very hurt and victimized when I won’t just hand over editorial control of my project but I do have the right to tell the truth even if some in the establishment have decided that the public should be constantly tricked with lies. Even the truth we are told is to better trick us. I will not go along with such a system. I can’t.