No matter how hard I tried or how many books I wrote I couldn’t get a literary agent or a book deal.

Eventually, after writing 6+ books, I finally, after much anguish, gave up. Want to know what the last straw was? The day I opened up Entertainment Weekly and they were announcing Pamela Anderson’s big new book deal. How could I ever compete with Pamela Anderson as a writer?

 

Here we explore the biggest writer of our time - a person who possesses talent but brings the masses one disgusting nightmare after another. I have a relative who is a big fan of this writer. He is so depressed, it’s heart breaking.  Coincidence or by design? 

 

https://youtu.be/mtS1xUQTmog 

With Napoleon on St. Helena, Pages 250-260.

Napoleon sacrifices himself to save France from civil war.

We recently finished: With Napoleon in Russia. Now we’re reading the memoirs of Napoleon’s Valet Marchand from their time together all over Europe and at St. Helena.


Then I will read the Memoirs of Hortense Bonaparte. All three writers of these memoirs are considered exceptionally honest. All three essentially lived with Napoleon. Then I plan to read Napoleon’s letters to Josephine. You will see that Napoleon is the same person in all of these accounts. I’m doing this because I believe this is important and that our whole present world-in-crisis comes out of this True story.

Click here for the amazing first book of this series: With Napoleon in Russia:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUvUdq551YU&list=PLeJCvClnhzjj-KIRi759Nt5dbonlGyJ1p

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https://youtu.be/xGzN1nfoIO0

Special commentary on tonight’s reading: Notice how Marchand always references Hortense with words concerning affection. He’s telling you something. They had a sacred love. But Marchand didn’t want to fuel the rumors of his day that they were lovers. They weren’t. I find it odd how they generally cut Hortense out of the story and then super expand Josephine’s role. There is a reason. Hortense is the one woman who was with Napoleon the whole time he ruled. That’s because he wanted her there. She tried to get away from him. So much of the story is between the two of them and their inability to connect like they both really wanted to.


Napoleon made her the mother of his heir, the godmother of his son with Marie Louise (which I’m sure she wasn’t happy about).


He gave Hortense the throne of Holland which she didn’t even want. He was always trying to impress and please her. She’d tell him she didn’t want any of these things, she’d say she wanted love. It’s a very tragic love story.


I don’t think Caulaincourt and Marchand deal with it because it might’ve made Napoleon look a bit incestuous. (When technically he wasn’t.)


Hortense and Napoleon worshipped each other. He would’ve done much better with a wife like her. That’s why I’m doing all of this set up for HER memoirs.

YouTube makes it so I can’t see my own comments.

They are trying to create the impression that there is less interest in our Napoleon Memoir Series than there is in reality.

 

Why? 

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Thank you World B Free for saying this nice thing to me in SPITE of Youtube. 

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Why would a “private company” have an interest in covertly suppressing True History? It is very convenient they are a “private company” so they can get away with circumventing Constitutionally protected freedom of speech rights. They are engendering the hatred of the people. I see that everyday.

 

Even though Youtube is CLEARLY trying to discourage and shake me off, I appreciate the opportunity to share the Emperor’s story while Youtube helps demonstrate the false and hypocritical spirit of his opponents.

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I have what many would consider a pretty “useless” undergraduate degree. (Multidisciplinary Studies in Drama/French/Studio Art).

Before I studied Napoleon in Paris, I had no clue how to pronounce or understand the French words in all the Napoleon books I had been reading to write my plays.

 

Now that I’m reading these Napoleon Memoirs, I don’t know if I should attempt to pronounce these words in an American or French way. I’m finally chasing this word down to figure out what I’m going to do with it.

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“He who controls the weather will control the world.”

I don’t like the push to unjustly insult “Jews” because I view it as yet another divide and conquer psyop. I want all the regular people of the world to unite against the forces of oppression. I am also pretty certain I am a decent amount Sephardic on both sides though I didn’t grow up Jewish and I make no claim to understand that religion.

 

I grew up mostly in a non religious working class fresh off the boat Portuguese family. Like anyone else, I am deeply influenced by my early circumstances.

 

I have had good and bad experiences with Jewish people and I bear them no ill will.

 

ANY honest person of any nature from anywhere can count on my support.

 

That being said, this video contains a “joke” about how the “Jews control the weather”.

 

This group did just so happen get wonderful weather just as the Gifford’s agent promised:

 

https://vimeo.com/290527942