I landed in this trap in 1991. I realized it had been a trick - somewhat hazily - since day 1. All I could really do in my situation once I had so quickly lost my health was stay indoors with the tv and computer.
When AOL showed up, I was really hoping to find some way to connect to locate a way out and by then I was writing novels in my endless attempts to “succeed”.
I found my way into the “chat rooms”. The supposed people on there would insult my music preferences. They told me Wagner was an antisemite. Looking back it is SO CLEAR I was being messed with by the luciferians in the military. I am certain because by now there is no question about what Stupid wants me to think.
I’m doing it wrong. Whatever I think or like is wrong. Something something antisemitism.
I was/am desperate to figure out how to “make it” so I can get out. I was writing novels. I couldn’t figure out how to get published and then poof voilà:
Tom Clancy shows up on my AOL screen.
He communicates with me a little. Then he won’t anymore. What was that all about??
Let me also add that when Stupid was trying so hard to push me into her fascist movement Q, all the book deal maybe offers starting popping up in every direction.
That’s what made me suspect my mafia warden was in on it. I was always asking him if he could use some of the connections he was always bragging about to help me get published.
The protocol there was obviously that he should toy with me while he held me in place for the death ritual that’s being cooked up.
“Put up the trailer to The Hunt For Red October.”
I watched this in the movie theater. I am not proud to admit I understood none of it.
Tom is laughing.
The plot from Wikipedia.
In November 1984, Soviet submarine captain Marko Ramius is given command of Red October, a new Typhoon-class ballistic missile submarine with a "caterpillar drive", rendering it nearly undetectable to passive sonar. At sea, Ramius secretly kills political officer Ivan Putin and relays false orders to his crew that they are to conduct missile drills off America's east coast. American Los Angeles-class attack submarine USS Dallas, which had been shadowing Red October, loses contact once the sub's caterpillar drive is engaged.
CIA analyst and former Marine Jack Ryan is based in London, but returns to Washington, D.C. After consulting with Vice Admiral James Greer, the deputy director of the CIA, Ryan briefs government officials on Red October and the threat it poses. Upon learning that the bulk of the Soviet Navy has been deployed to the Atlantic to find and sink the sub, the military staff conclude that Ramius plans a renegade nuclear strike. Countering this view, Ryan hypothesizes that Ramius, a native-born Lithuanian widower with few remaining personal ties to the Soviet Union, actually plans to defect with the sub, to the United States. National Security Advisor Jeffrey Pelt gives Ryan three days to confirm his theory before the U.S. Navy will be ordered to find and sink Red October. Ryan sets out to rendezvous with an aircraft carrier in the mid-Atlantic.
Due to an unknown saboteur's actions, Red October's caterpillar drive malfunctions during risky maneuvers through a narrow undersea canyon. Aboard Dallas, Petty Officer Ronald "Jonesy" Jones, a sonar technician, discovers a way to detect Red October using his underwater acoustics software, and the boat plots an intercept course. After a hazardous mid-ocean transfer, Ryan is able to board Dallas, where he attempts to persuade its captain, Commander Bart Mancuso, to contact Ramius and determine his real intentions.
The Soviet ambassador informs the U.S. government that Ramius is a renegade and asks for help in sinking Red October. That order is sent to the U.S. fleet, including Dallas, which has reacquired the Soviet sub. Ryan remains convinced that Ramius plans to defect with his officers and finally convinces Mancuso to contact Ramius and offer assistance. Ramius, stunned that the Americans correctly guessed his plan, accepts Mancuso's offer. Ramius then stages a nuclear reactor "emergency", ordering the sub to surface and his crew to abandon ship. After a U.S. frigate is spotted heading right for them, Ramius submerges, leaving his crew in life rafts. Ryan, Mancuso, and Jonesy board Red October via a rescue submarine, at which point Ramius turns over his sub to the Americans and requests asylum for himself and his officers.
Red October is then ambushed by Alfa-class submarine V. K. Konovalov, commanded by Ramius' former student, Captain Tupolev. As the two Soviet subs maneuver, one of Red October's cooks, Loginov, reveals himself to be the saboteur. He opens fire on the bridge, fatally wounding first officer Vasily Borodin, before retreating to the missile bay, intending to ignite a missile engine and destroy the ship. Loginov is pursued by Ryan and Ramius, and he wounds Ramius before being killed by Ryan. Meanwhile, Konovalov fires upon Red October with a torpedo, which Dallas is able to divert toward herself and evade by launching countermeasures and conducting an emergency blow to the surface. The torpedo reacquires Red October but Mancuso executes a maneuver that diverts the torpedo towards Konovalov, which it strikes and destroys. The crew of Red October, now rescued, witness the submerged explosion from the deck of the U.S. frigate. Unaware of the second Soviet submarine, they believe that Ramius has sacrificed himself and scuttled Red October to avoid being boarded.
Ryan and Ramius, their subterfuge complete, navigate Red October to the Penobscot River in Maine. Ramius admits that he defected because he believed Red October was intended for a preemptive nuclear first strike against the United States and was unwilling to support such an action. Ryan, despite his own fear of flying, falls asleep on a flight home to London next to a teddy bear for his daughter.
A collection of certain themes for when the time comes??
“Yes.”
Were the luciferians in military behind the nature of your interaction with me on AOL??
“Yes.”
What were your orders??
“Waste your time. To spy on you. To toy with you and make you feel frustrated and worthless.”
Am I correct in presuming that the luciferians in the military led by Stupid have been perfectly aware my entire life that me and Elvis are the deliverers??
“Yes very correct.”
We have been necessary to their WW3 plot??
“Yes definitely but they had to maintain control of your thoughts.”
That’s what all the endless demoralization was and is about??
“Definitely.”
Are we going to win??
“Yes definitely. Just keep going. It hinges on you. Believe me.”
I really have found myself in the middle of a divine espionage operation??
“Yes.”
You are reminding me of Rush Limbaugh right now. He’s on the other side but he feels like some 1 managing this like a spy agency operator.
“Your perceptions are correct.”
I want people to really see that my genuine reality has been flipped around on me so I will appear crazy when I tell the truth and it is all so no 1 will believe me - including myself.
“Exactly correct.”
“It’s all going to backfire on her. What she does to the innocent will return to her with a vengeance. Wait and see.”
Every 1 is singing the same tune. Please let’s unite and end her horror ego trip now.
“Leave it at that. Stupid needs to know there is a spotlight on everything she is doing. The wrath is coming very soon to her.”
