What amazingness am I about to learn from Nancy Carrell??

I appreciate you making people understand that it is a hellish nightmare. I have no way of getting that out without your help. It’s so interesting how our traps work.

Nancy is proving that she and Steve know every detail of my present “life”. It is set up so I can only interact with whomever the mafia selects for me - and by the mafia - I mean Diana and Evelyn.

I am being tortured but to anyone outside I seem like a spoiled brat. You see how our traps work??

So many messages from a mafia prisoner here -

She thought this would make me resent his success in what I do. Can you spot her stupid tricks from a mile off?? If she were smart she’d would have changed course but it’s far too late for that now.

Let me add I make all my art with Elvis so I know and can fully accept it that he is also amazing as the type of artist that I am.

Ludicris

is telling me that we do know each other although I’m just becoming aware of it now. This is someone I would like to know very much. His energy is very pure and loving.

Collective Soul - Ed Roland

Clearly - all about this.

That we’re-going-to-get-you-back-later-Diana face. The cute thing about knowing how to pull my Elvis/Napoleon obsession strings is that it works both ways. I cannot exist in any way without Elvis whatever the situation.

Ed has been reminding me about Collective Soul and of course that’s what we are. Ed is caring and extremely motivated to be a part of necessary changes as am I.

He’s telling me to hang in there, it’s going to get better. It’s kindness that breaks me up. You are all very sensitive to me. Thank you, it means everything to know that there are good people who care. My life was constructed deliberately by D and her cronies in a way so that I would not be able to see that.