Narcissists wear masks that become easy to see through once one has learned the signs.
Those who hassle me are writing the other half of my hero’s journey script.
I have been going over my natal astrology chart. What I’m seeing is the map of my hero’s journey.
If a person has the patience to follow along, my chart is full of gargantuan tense energies and it has really lucky spots. If astrology is true, those energies are going to play out constantly in my life. Those energies are me.
That map can play out where I kill myself out of despair at the depth of the suppression (Saturn) that targets me. That map can play out where I take those malignant energies and transmute them into tools that will get me where it is my destiny to go. My chart shows, I’ve got a ton of luck behind me potentially if I play the game just right.
Every sneaky agent holds for me the hope of helping me fulfill my destiny. I welcome the dark souls to continue to cocreate my project with me - let’s see where this goes.
The reaction to this project is a lot of the project. The reaction is the truth. If one is capable of reading signs.
The astrology series is available here.
https://www.thetanster.com/blog/2019/10/4/trq0766geaq6znoesbjt6nqccsxnbh
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Learn about plausible deniability
The block button doesn’t work on Quora. Why?
I blocked this individual, “Josefa”, on Facebook and they disappeared for me. Then a new person popped up on Facebook trying to goad me into a fight by gaslighting me and lying about Napoleon. I blocked that person too. That guy also appeared to be from Europe. He/She also used an aristocratic “Van” in his name as this individual (“Josefa”) uses an aristocratic “Von(m)” in their name. Patterns.
After I blocked “Josefa” on Facebook, “Josefa” hopped on over to my Quora and let me know they are still following me around.
This person tried installing itself as a guest blogger on this site a few months ago. I shut down my comments.
“Josefa” had been the last in a long number of creepy types trying this “guest blogger” move. Perhaps it was their intention to subvert me into turning off my comments as my site changed at that time and made it a hassle to offer comments. My site app also became more difficult to use at that time. My like button on this site had been “broken” since around the time when a lot of my numbers across various platforms had gotten seemingly switched off (right after I helped expose politicians recruiting for NXIVM). As of 2 days ago, I can no longer do hyperlinks in the squarespace app, so functionality continues to decrease for me. Patterns.
Isn’t it interesting the day after we called shady behavior out on Quora that I get an upvote from my supposed to be blocked “internet friend” who once said she only wanted to help me. Why would I partner up with someone who vilifies Napoleon all over the internet? Makes no sense. I guess this person is up to something. Stay tuned.
The words of narcissism expert Todd Skyler are highly relevant to the above mentioned situation.
Astrology Series: What are Aspects?
The natal astrology chart is a wheel where every one of the 12 signs takes up 30 degrees of the circle.
Where the planets land on that circle determines what angles the planets make with each other. Let’s learn more.
For more click here.
There are more aspects than those above but I’m going to start with just those for now.
The red lines show some square aspects. There are some additional square aspects behind my doodle. The red lines are difficult aspects and the blue lines are representing harmonious aspects.
The blue lines connoting harmonious aspects shown are the sextile (top) and trine (bottom). The green dotted lines are quincunx angles.
I have gone over the aspects in my chart many times. I have found the astroclick portrait (under free horoscopes) helpful on astro.com. I click on the aspects to get a sense how to decode this chart.
More thoughts on aspects are below.
For more, click here.
We need to look at the aspects as how the planets energies’ are blending. A site explaining different aspect configurations can be found here.
Aspect patterns that I see are the cardinal cross.
This is a tense collection of aspects between Saturn retrograde, Pluto, Venus and the Moon. This showdown is occurring in the cardinal (first initiation) signs. We also have the aspect pattern called the Yod.
This could represent Jupiter (expansion) and Neptune (spiritual depth) flowing their energy to bypass the block represented by Saturn (limitation/discipline). My sense is that I will be stuck until I can overcome the limitation imposed by Saturn who happens to be in Cancer (home) in my 3rd house (communications). I do have some shadowy group blocking my efforts at communicating with the public. I’ve learned that some secretive group mandates that only their self serving story can reach the public. That could be this reality showing up in my natal chart. Saturn and Pluto are moving together in a transit, astrologically speaking, in opposition to this natal Saturn.
I also see a partial grand sextile.
This partial grand sextile implies a harmonious flow of energy between the planets Jupiter (expansion, luck), Neptune (spiritual depth) and Pluto (death, rebirth, transformation). That could come across as someone with a big talent for interacting with spiritual mysteries. Perhaps this says I can go through multiple transformations. Throughout my life, I have been perfectly aware when I’ve gone through death/rebirth phases. I endured one in 2016 when I went deep into a new age cult. I entered that situation a bit gullible and overly compliant and came out a warrior.
I’m going through another one of these phases now. I think I’m being turned into a healer of some sort. I’m being taught through intuition about energy and how to wield it. This astrology exploration is part of that.
Here is another link going into a lengthy description about planetary aspects and their symbols.
The Astrology Series so far is available here.
Tanster attacked on Quora.
Memoirs of Savary about Napoleon, Book 2, Part 1, 200-230
How they set the trap for Napoleon in detail.
https://www.thetanster.com/blog/2019/2/11/napoleon-memoirs-links