I could always hear that was a portrait of me in EC’s songs but I had never met him so it wasn’t possible - or so I thought. I didn’t know about twin flames but I highly suspected he was “Napoleon”. Though I would’ve never guessed “Napoleon” or EC could care for me although I bizarrely loved them both madly.
I was sour and bitter about the whole thing before I had ever even had the wonderful seductive new warden pushed SO VERY MUCH on me and everyone else by media.
After The River In Reverse album, it just hurt too much to keep listening (and my health was failing) so I changed into someone extremely against media and its phonies. That’s how they succeeded in getting me to fall into their trap of making me hate and fear EC but that’s what drove me to kick up a stink and to become a hooligan. That’s also what drove me to finally turn off tv which is how their spell over me was finally broken. That tv is their most valuable MIND CONTROL weapon.
The big sham erected around EC was done in such an incredibly obvious manner and looking back I see he was really NOT going along with it. He would say the BS and then show in every way he could that he was lying (go check for yourself).
I was too touchy and hurt to see that back then. I was just so incredibly furious at him because I was absolutely certain he was lying and the fact that he was deceiving me and everyone else was making me see a lot of RED. I just couldn’t understand why I was so over the top infuriated about this one stranger on the tv.
I think he’s been trying to provoke me into rebellion the whole time and his options were terrible and the pain of the situation caused him to lash out at someone whom I think he knew would do anything for him if she understood his situation.
His situation is abysmal. No one should have to endure what he endures. His only choices regarding me involve harming - not helping - and denying the existence of the person he most loves. Who cornered him like this and why?
No matter how strange, the truth comes with mountains of revelatory arrows and evidence. We are up against a bunch of people threatened and paid to lie as one but that’s NOT EVIDENCE.
The Other End Of The Telescope lyrics
Shall we agree that just this once I'm gonna change my life
Until it's just as tiny or important as you like
And in time we won't even recall that we spoke
Words that turned out to be as big as smoke
As smoke that disappears in the air
There's always something that's smoldering somewhere
I know it don't make a difference to you
But oh, it sure made a difference to me
You'll see me off in the distance, I hope
At the other end, at the other end of the telescope
The promise of indulgence in my confidential voice
Approached immortal danger but you'll never know how close
Then down the hall, I overheard such a heavenly choir
They interrupted my evil designs
One day you're up in the clouds
The next thing you're down with the Sweet Adelines
I know it don't make a difference to you
But oh, it sure made a difference to me
You'll see me off in the distance, I hope
At the other end, at the other end of the telescope
Lie down baby, now don't say a word
There, there baby, your vision is blurred
Your head is so sore from all of that thinking
I don't want to hurt you now, but I think you're shrinking
You're half-naked ambition and you're half out of your wits
Or several tiny fractions that this portrait still omits
And it's so hard to pick the receiver up when I call
I never noticed you could be so small
The answer was under your nose, but the question never arose
I know it don't make a difference to you
But oh, it sure made a difference to me
'Cos late in the evening, as I sit here moping
With a bamboo needle on a shellac of Chopin
And the cast-iron heart that you failed to tear open
At the other end, at the other end of the telescope
Alternate lyrics
As recorded by 'Til Tuesday on Everything's Different Now (1988)
Shall we agree that just this once I'm gonna change my life
Until it's just as tiny or important as you like
And in time, we won't even recall that we spoke
Words that turned out to be as big as smoke
Like smoke disappears in the air
There's always something smouldering somewhere
I know it don't make a difference to you
But oh, it sure made a difference to me
You'll see me off in the distance, I hope
At the other end, at the other end of the telescope
There was a time not long ago I dreamt the world was flat
And all the colors bled away and that was that
And in time, I could only believe in one thing
The sky was just phosphorous stars hung on strings
And you swore that they'd always be mine
When you can pull them down anytime
I know it don't make a difference to you
But oh, it sure made a difference to me
You'll see me off in the distance, I hope
At the other end, at the other end of the telescope
There, there baby now, don't say a word
Lie down baby, your vision is blurred
Your head is so sore from all of that thinking
I don't want to hurt you now, but I think you're shrinking
You're half-naked ambition and you're half out of your wits
And though your wristwatch always works, your necktie never fits
Now it's so hard to pick the receiver up and when I call
I never noticed you could be so small
The answer was under your nose, but the question never arose
I know it don't make a difference to you
But oh, it sure made a difference to me
When you find me here at the end of my rope
When the head and heart of it finally elope
You can see us off in the distance, I hope
At the other end, at the other end of the telescope
If I were in a position of authority in law enforcement, I would be investigating everyone with a big private plane who made a killing on 911 and the endless bioterrorism house arrest project. The hands will be so dirty and not so hidden. I’m certain. The above-the-law crowd needs to be reined in.
I hope someone like that decides to do the right thing in the interests of saving their soul and the future generation.
